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368 days later... [17 May 2006|10:46pm] ..and still no job. Lack of motivation.. That's a very good way to describe what the past year of my life has revolved around.. I started working at the bookstore again, and not 3 weeks into the job, I made a STUPID mistake and tried tilting something manually that I should have just unloaded, so that took a month of income away from me, and when my finance revolves around those sporadic months of income, I just cant't have that gaping hole. Instead of spending my time organizing my resume, and submitting it wherever I possibly could, just to have some, ANY income, what I ended up doing was squandering my time playing all these games that get me nowhere in life.. It felt like I was escaping my reality into these other worlds where nothing really mattered.. What I need to do is seperate myself from games to a large extent until I have money coming in.. In better news, I've been with a wonderful woman now for 7 months, and we have yet to have a single major fight. Her name is Anne, but since we first spoke over TeamSpeak. I've always called her Annie.. *sighs* Just hearing her voice turns my every woe to pure bliss. I love her to an extent difficult to even try explaining. For the time being, I must be off. I hope to see you all on the flipside. Ta ta for now Do you?.

A hopeless romantic with a helpless love of devotion. [16 May 2005|05:19pm] It turns out Bobbi was seeing someone else for the past few months. For months I have wondered why she never mentioned me in her LJ, or her MySpace, or her AIM away messages. Now I know why. She denies it, but I'm quite sure it was because of him. So yeah, I'm single once more. It's not all bad, because I can flirt again without feeling like an ass, and I can actually devote myself to my TFC clan's practice and match times. Might even be able to find a job with all this newfound free time. 1 have something to say Do you?.

No more SWG for me. :( [31 Mar 2005|03:21pm] Wow, I haven't actually updated in a while, heh. Having financial problems, so I don't play p2p games anymore. I was supposed to be moving to Detroit and getting a job there, but it doesn't sem like that's going to be happen. Althought I could be wrong, and I hope I am. So yeah, back to the games. Pretty much just sticking with ABC UO. Its free once you download like 700MB of stuff. If you like pre-T2A Ultima Online, then i really think you'd like this shard. Aside from that, I still play TFC when I get a chance, and lately I've been borrowing my friend's Steam account (thanks, bro) so I can play Half-Life 2 and other games running the Source engine. Things with Bobbi are kind of strained right now, because I've been waiting for her to come visit me for going on 4 months, and she still hasn't made it here. I'm sure everything will work out, but it's difficult. 2 have something to say Do you?.

Got the sneezes [23 Mar 2005|11:44am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Cameo - Word Up (http://www.radiofreezion.com) ] You scored as Paganism. Your beliefs are most closely aligned with those of paganism, Wicca, or a similar earth-based religion. You may also follow a Native American religion. </td> Paganism 79% Buddhism 75% Satanism 71% Hinduism 67% agnosticism 54% Judaism 54% Islam 46% Christianity 33% atheism 25% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com Generally, when I eat too much, I start sneezing like mad, but now I guess it's just a random ocurrance. Anyway, I'm waiting for the Matrix Online servers to come back up. Probably going to take a shower and maybe prep for working on the painting job I started months ago that, by my own will, needs to get finished by friday night, when Bobbi gets here. Do you?.

Intriguing discovery #200501 [20 Feb 2005|08:31pm] You see this, what do you think of? Most likely a nice frosty beverage, right? ( Read more... ) 3 have something to say Do you?.

[18 Feb 2005|10:28pm] Which OS are You? Damn Right Do you?.

it's official! Ladies, I'm off the market ^_^ [18 Feb 2005|01:45am] [ mood | wuet!! ] [ music | Garbage - Cherry Lips on RFZ (www.radiofreezion.com) ] Bobbi asked me out around 9pm tonight. I was so excited I nearly fell over in my makeshift comfy chair COUCH CUSHION ------ PILLOWS ------ BED I love you, dearest. :) 1 have something to say Do you?.

[18 Feb 2005|12:46am] Where do you fall on the liberal - conservative political spectrum? (United States) brought to you by Quizilla Do you?.

[16 Feb 2005|11:13pm] [ mood | *le dismal sigh* ] [ music | my sobbing, throbbing heart ] Grasping tightly, that strand of fate, Wondering where does my love await? The morning dawns, and still no word Whispers in tones that lie unheard Frustration boilng over me, Wishing I could be set free. Heart stuck deeply with a silver pin, Pondering the pain she must be in. Sighs erupting from my chest, To sleep it off would be best. But sleep is more than a thought away, It may certainly be my final dismay. So far away, a love so thick.. Introspection turns on with a flick. Will I forever be without her touch? Wish the pain were gone now, it's already too much Wishing to hold her, look into those eyes, Pictures are like sounds, fleeing like dragonflies. Her voice so soft, but it's not her lips, Catching my breath like her fingertips 1 have something to say Do you?.

Time to update, I s'pose [16 Feb 2005|11:42am] Been far too long since I felt like updating, but since I tweaked the layout, I guess it's a good time. I have gotten back into Star Wars Galaxies these past few weeks, so I can't think of any reason why I shouldn't start posting about it again. I have a Master Droid Engineer on Sunrunner who is working on pilot, and starting to get into Shipwright. I'm also thinking about starting a character on another server, but I'm not sure which server yet. I'll probably take up Doctor and Fencer. If I feel like crafting some more, then I'll just hop back over to Sunrunnner and get to it. For the new character/server, I'm going to look at a few player Association sites and try to get into one that suits the play style I'm going for with this character. Had a pretty decent 5 on 5 TFC match last night. We creamed them, almost literally. 220 to 60 was the final score, with us winning, of course. 3 have something to say Do you?.

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